What do you do when the shadows on your walls become your friends?
They think you can’t hear them when they’re ganging up on you.
How is it that at 10 years old you do not worry about such things yet they become your reality as an adult.
They pose what in the light of day (and in very different contexts) are logical arguments about you and you’re future
so what do you do? Listen and give in? Or keep that fight going despite it making the rest of your health deteriorate?
At present it’s still fight over flight but only until the energy dissipates and you’re back asking the same question again