The Pain In My Head

It’s ever so painful inside my head

The amount of times I want to be dead

They keep piling up one thought after another

I’m trying so hard but I don’t want to suffer

I can’t help but think how everyone around is so fine

And it’s like I’m stuck in time

The same ghastly thoughts so unrelenting

I’m trying to work on SH preventing

They say you need to take partial responsibility

But to be normal is the hardest thing to be

He’s here with me now, a lot of noise in my head

The professionals don’t care; you’re better of dead

I wish I could ignore him and make him go away

But his voice keeps telling me he’s here to stay